i have to be honest, this is all kind of new to me so idk what exactly constitutes "true" cfnm, but hopefully this fits. here goes.
this happened when i was about 13. my cousins from out of state were visiting, and one day they and my sister and i and a couple other people, guys and girls both, went swimming at my next-door neighbor's pool, maybe about 10 of us in all.
like i said, i was 13, so i guess i was a pretty annoying little brat, especially to my sister, katie, who was 17, and i guess she thought she'd have a little fun, came up behind me and yanked my swim trunks down. i was in the deep end and treading water, plus she caught me totally off-guard, so she managed to pull them down to my ankles and off. i FREAKED. there were a couple girls from the neighborhood over, heather and amanda, who rode my bus, who i really did NOT want to see, plus a couple of my sister's friends. luckily they were at the other end of the pool. obviously the water was clear -- i have no idea how much they could actually see from where they were, but i felt like i was extremely exposed, so i tried to cover myself with my hands, but like i said, i was in the deep end, treading water, so it was kind of difficult, so finally i just kind of lunged for the pool edge and hugged the wall so no one could see my front side. meanwhile, my sister tossed my shorts to my cousin jamie, who i think was 16, and who was standing outside the pool. as far as i know she wasn't in on it. i don't think this was any kind of plan. but once katie did what she did, jamie thought it was hilarious and joined in.
jamie taunted me with my trunks at first, kind of dangling them above my head. but after a minute she decided to take it easy on me and kneeled down to give them back. or so i thought. as i reached up to grab them, she grabbed my wrist, and when i looked up -- i'll never forget, she had this evil grin, and i knew i was in trouble. i tried to get my arm loose, and then she grabbed my other one. i mean i was wrestling and pulling for dear life, but tbh i was kind of a shrimp at 13, and she was standing up while i was just flailing so she had all the leverage, and not only was she not letting go, worse, she was starting to pull me up and OUT of the water, and as my body started to break surface she started laughing and pulling even harder, at least that's how it seemed to me.
i was still facing the side, away from the rest of the pool, so i don't think anyone else could see my front side. but i can remember looking over my shoulder to the shallow end, i guess in a kind of panic, and it seemed like the other girls were kind of craning their necks trying to get a look. i was so preoccupied with them that i didn't see my sister coming up from behind me. but suddenly, i felt something or someone grab one ankle, then the other, and then my body start to turn and rotate like a pig on a spit or something, and i knew what was about to happen and i couldn't do anything to stop it. and then suddenly, they had me facing the rest of the pool, completely naked and out of the water, and the whole back yard just exploded in laughter. i mean, pretty much everyone had been laughing the whole time, but now they were REALLY laughing. (i'm sure i don't have to go into any detail here but let's just say i was 13 and in a cold pool for a couple hours, so, yeah.)
it felt like they had me in that position for an eternity -- in reality it was probably like three or four seconds before i managed to get loose, at which point i was still in the pool and still naked, and in that period of time apparently one of my sister's friends had grabbed my trunks and ran off with them into the front yard, which was in front of a moderately busy road (i'm gonna guess maybe 6-8 cars per minute). i had no interest in running out in front of traffic naked, and honestly didn't really know what to do, when i thought i heard one of the other girls say the word "phone," and then i really freaked out and just got out of the pool as fast i could. and as i made my way toward the fence, sure enough, i saw several of them getting out and making their way toward the desk tables and chairs where they had their phones and saying, like, "hurry! before he gets away!" or something like that, and i just SPRINTED and got the hell outta there. (thankfully i was pretty fast. i was all-state in track in hs and got recruited by colleges.) i didn't even bother to get my trunks from the front yard, just ran next door to my house and went straight to my room.
the whole think lasted maybe 20 seconds, but i honestly think if i had been even a couple seconds slower there would have been pictures all over my school. i mean, i was underage so it would have been totally illegal, but i doubt that would have stopped it.
so yeah, that happened, and at the time it was 100% horrifying, but after a little while, idk, two years, three years, i started to think about it and i guess fantasize about it a little, not necessarily sexually. idk how to really describe it. (like i said, i'm new to this.) all i can think to say is that at some point girls laughing at me doesn't seem so different from girls smiling at me, if that makes sense?
anyway, that was the formative experience. there was one other more recent one that i'll post shortly.
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