hbr1 - I can definitely relate to wishing that I could turn back the clock. I have Never had the opportunity to engage in CFNM type activities. It just wasn't something the wife and I did. Now, at 66, I have spent literally more than half my life divorced and almost permanently single. I was always faithful to my girlfriend on the rare, short occasions when I had one, and didn't know if or how to raise the possibility of one of her friends ever joining us for some fun. I think back to the days of my youth, when I so desperately wanted to fit in, be invited to join in, and find myself with friends and a social life. Streaking was a fad when I started college, and I never got to do that. I know no one would have joined me and recruited others to join us if I proposed the idea, and I was never aware of someone I knew at least casually from the dorm or some class actually doing it, much less having them ask if I wanted to join them. Now, I'm just an old man with nothing but fantasies, long ago memories of fun one on one events, and an acceptance that I will never get to turn fantasy into reality or experience one on one fun one more time.

Side comment - I'm sure it was there, but I wish I had known about college art classes using nude models when I was in college. When I finally did that, I was aware that I was old enough to be the student's father. There was certainly no chance that I'd see one of the female artists somewhere on campus and we would recognize each other.